sick in my illness...

since last night i just couldnt get up from my bed...
i was dehidrated, cramped, headached, and sweating in hell...
it happened suddently and i just dont knw how it happened...
last night i was left alone,
i was shouting in pain, but no one was there, no one was at home...
i just dont know wht to do....

but then this morning, my brother woke me up and insisted me to go to the clinic..
well i just hate doctors, i rather stay at home..

last night i had weird dream..
is it because im sick...??
i kept dreaming about this one girl...
she was everywhere calling my name...
she told me to say it, say it, say it, say it awai....
then everything suddently dissapear...
i woke up with my heart pumping fast, i was wondering wht is it all about...

im just too coward to say it...