oman oman sat on the wall...

hello to those whoever that reads this blog..
sorry for the late update as ive been spending my time in oman..
its not tht im busy treavelling around here n there, but the stupid f*%king horrible terrible internet connection they have it here. Just imagine the speed of the modem tht i hv is only 220kb.. cacing yg patah kaki pn laju lg...

btw..here am i sitting in a cyber cafe with bunch of indians talking out loud with their homies thru the net. So its a little bit anoyying right now.

well, i would like to share with all of u about my journey here in Oman with the hot burning weather. however it is, its summer, so accept the fact. Going for adventure here is fantastic as being in oman u are totally surrounded by rocks and mountains...

it would be more interesting if i hv the pics here, but as u knw am at a CC now. So dnt worry soon i will post it here....

thus, dnt think tht im the only Malaysian here, well i met many of malaysians here, and they are really great. We always gathered together and really had so much fun...

well guys, i will soon continue as my time is already up...

tcare...

-AWAI-

face it...

in ur face awai...

and do face it...

it happens all the times..

ure such a loser...

yes u are...

ure nothng awai...

no one sees u...

and there u hv it.......

tears tht will never fade...

and thts ur fate....

please say something

tomorrow i'll be flying to Oman.
so see you guys in one month..

hmm but i just dont feel right as i havent heard anything from her.
what happened?? did i do anything wrong to her??
i texted her she never replied, even i called her many times, but still no answer.
is she mad at me?? all this while i waited for her, even a smily from her is enough to make me smile. But she suddently dissapear just like that. I was really hoping to see her before i fly. Two days ago i was in my campus and i even slept there because i wanted to see her, but she never replied anything. Gosh!! did i do somethnig bad to her.

I know i've been acting weird infront of her. I was really awkward being infront of her as my heart couldnt stop pumping fast. I only hope to hear her voice, to see her beautiful eyes. I just couldnt help it anymore, Im in love with her. I really wanted to tell her, but i dont even have the chance to tell her. I dont wanna loose her. I dare to do anything to make her happy. I dare to wait.....but i really hope to hear from her. That is all that i asked for.....I do Love her....

Rocky day - episod 2

hello hello...

knock knock whos there??

good morning again and nobody's there...

a beautiful morning woke we up from the beautiful dream.

Like usual i had lunch with abg cik and today we had a guest, Megat, acik's friend.

he came all the way from wangsa maju to our house just to but joran pancing..

ahaha semangat gile. so we brought him to this one shop near our house then we took him for lunch.

at two acik left the house as he had to go to Hartamas for a talk organised by my angah. Supposed i must be there too, but hahaha semangat nk g climbing lg tinggi so i didnt go to the talk. hahaha marah gile angah.

so about 2.30 p.m. i left the house and head my way to port biasa laaa Damai, batu cave. to day i arrived early. But masa sampai Lee and Shah dh sedia mnunggu. haihh x pernah nye aku smpai dulu. So ap lagi we started climbing at 3.30 p.m.

ahaaa but today we had a new member which happen to be a "she". haaa jgn main2. Lee brought a friend named Ain. well at first biasa laa takut2 jgk die nk naik. But never say NO. bcoz once u dh naik, haha u sndiri akan rasa xnk turun....hahaha...

well at first she onl reached separuh jln je. But at last she manage to reach the top only on her second try...yaey so give her a big clap..!!! thus, she just couldnt wait for the next climbing. yeah we sure gonna have it every week...

hmm but unfortunately ill be resting for a month as im gonna spend my 1 month holiday in Oman. But guys, acik will be aroud so he will guide u guys. And wait till i come back!! we're gonna hv lots more fun!!...weeeeehoooooo....

so thts all guys...nity nite!!

miracle of hope

only few days left for me to spend my holidays here in Malaysia. This thursdays im heading my way to be with my parents.
nothing much tht i do during this holidays as i was busy working all the time.
A little bit dissapointed as some of the plans didnt go well or tak pernah jadi pn. huemmm...
Nak wat cmne dh takde rezekinye...

friends, sorry apa yg aku rancang all this while, yg mane tak terlaksana tu mintak maaf sgt2. insyaAllah ad rezeki kite laksanakan...

to wancik...haaa i do really wanna hv tht lasagnia cooked.. well i planned with my aunt tht shes gonna teach me hw to make lasagnias. But entah laaa bile. I was planning of bringing a friend along. But i dnt think so tht she wanna follow, or im to scared to ask....haha...hmm xpelaaa.
Di mana ad kemahuan di situ ad jalan....mcm x kene je!

but the only think tht i hope is to see her again before i leave to Oman. No matter how hard it takes. urghhhh im just being silly...she didnt even reply my msg......face it awai!!!

ok whatever....to mama and abah... i miss u guys and insyaAllah we'll be meeting there and ofcourse we're gonna spend great times there. And to my friends, kalo ad ap2 nk kirim tu bg laa tau, email kn kpd ku. But make sure bank in ur money, jgn harap aku nk kasi ole-ole kt korg. hahahaha... wish me save journey..

wasalam......

sick in my illness...

since last night i just couldnt get up from my bed...
i was dehidrated, cramped, headached, and sweating in hell...
it happened suddently and i just dont knw how it happened...
last night i was left alone,
i was shouting in pain, but no one was there, no one was at home...
i just dont know wht to do....

but then this morning, my brother woke me up and insisted me to go to the clinic..
well i just hate doctors, i rather stay at home..

last night i had weird dream..
is it because im sick...??
i kept dreaming about this one girl...
she was everywhere calling my name...
she told me to say it, say it, say it, say it awai....
then everything suddently dissapear...
i woke up with my heart pumping fast, i was wondering wht is it all about...

im just too coward to say it...

does she really knows!!

little iny miny!!...

setiap detik ku menuggu, setiap saat ku menanti...

adakah ucapan pertama kali ku memberi makna..

adakah benar kau sedang memikirkannya...

setiap masa ku pikirkan cara,

untuk mendampingi mu yang ku puja,

adakah cara ku ini benar,

adakah cara ku ini membuahkan nada.....

aku bkn roman picisan yang bisa berkata manis,

aku bkn jejaka idaman yang bisa memikat,

inilah aku yang bercinta kerna sifat...

perasaan ku sememangnye terpaut,

tidak bisa lg menolak cinta...

aku mungkin bkn yg disangka,

tapi perasaan ku sememangnya nyata,

harus bagaimana ku ungkapkan kata,

biarlaaa dikau menjadi yg satunya...

walaupun bicara tidak di balas,

namun cekal ku menunggu dgn penuh perasaan,

walaupun perancangan tidak terlaksana,

namun ku redha menerima alasan....

setiap kata inginku jadikan lagu,
setiap nada inginku buahkan permata....

adakah perasaan dikau sama apa yg ku rasa,
hanya Tuhan mampu menentukan segalanya,
namun buka lah peluang untuk daku diterima........

mungkin benar apa yg dilihat tidak serupa seperti yg didengar,
namun bila terkena kesedaran mula menimpa....

such a rocky day....

sunday....as usual 7p.m. its time to wake up as it is also my Subuh time..hehe...
about 9 i left my house then head my way to ampang. Suppose atuk wanted to go to the Muzium Negara today, unfortunately ive planned with my friend that today we're going for climbing.

ahh cakap melayu laaa... (bosan asyik English je, bkn betul pn)...

so bile sampai kat ampang, haha my sis dh jerit,, ZAra your babysitter dh sampai.
looking at Zara yg tengah hyperactive, i really surendered and i honestly i told them im here just to have breakfast. That little kid haaa just dont know hw to duduk diam. hahaha...

then around 11 i got a message from an expected friend inviting me for breakfast. waaaaaaa tidak tergambar senyuman yang terukir. Dgn segera i went out. Otw i just couldnt find my way then i called her asked for direction. But this one friend, aiyooooooooooo kanan kiri pn tak tahu membuatkn daku tiba pada lunch hour...hmmm nice... perut dh mcm kantung kosong.
but tak kesah laaa, since i was so exited...haha.... then we went for lunch somewhere in wangsa maju, ad laaa satu kedai siam tu.

actually today i was planning of bringing her, i mean both of them for the climbing, but unfrotunately the lunch that we had was a reason for them not going. hmmmmmmmmm rupenye begitu. Well i thought its gonna be fun having them around to try this climbing. But it seems tht they do hv other programs..so takpe laaa takde rejeki namanya....

however then, i went back to ampang and took all the equipment i went out to the spot. around 4 i met my abg cik at the scene and also few members there, and oh yaaa Afnan my best friend and her girlfriend was also there..well i invited them to come.

at first afnan was kinda scared to try, but looking at a small girl pn blh panjat, hahaha terus semangatnye membakar mendaki batu-batu yg tersemat indah itu. hahaha...
yang best girlfriend die tu dh tak duk diam nk mencuba, hahaha tp afnan plak x kasi. But they told me tht next week they're gonna come back and for sure they're gonna climb. pssssssttttt!! jgn bg tau org, afnan today x lepas smpai ats..hikihik sekerat jln je. but its ok 'first timer', bisalaaaa but dont give up afnan!!

around marghrib we stopped..haihhh sudah2 laaa tu. hehehe.... so begitu laa hari ku yg diliku....