discover the gulf

Part 2

25th Nov 2009 - the journey of capturing the sunset. It was a day before we head our way to UAE. At first I wanted to go on top of the roof of my house to capture some photograph of the sunset. From there you can see the sun set between two mountains but what is not great and really spoil the picture is there will be a big electric pole interframing in your piture. Then, by sudden came and idea why dont I go to the mountains to see it set. I told my parents and they brought me to a place called 'Balad seet'. Along driving up the mountains, you can just stop anywhere and you will get the perfect view in any angle. The journey up is really fantastic where you can off your aircond and enjoy the fresh air. After my photograph session we then head our way right to the top of the mountain but by then when we arrived it was already dark. So a little dissapointment I couldnt capture the view from up there. Now its really cold up there so a proper jacket is really needed. We had our Marghrib prayer there over looking the red ray of the sunset and it was really beautiful.

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discovering the Gulf Countries

From vegetables to chocolate, from trees to sands and rocky mountains, from malaysia to Oman via Bahrain. Here is how i begin....

PART 1

18th november 2009

Around 1045 the plane took off and heading my way to Bahrain. It is the season of Hajj and of course the plane was crowded with jamaah who are heading their way to the holy land. Most of them were Indonesians who transited in KL and one of them sat next to me. He was an old guy and his first time to perform the Hajj(may Allah bless him with Haji Mabrur). We had a chat, luckily i was able to know a little bit of his language(ahh percuma ajja). This time i was a little bit dissapointed with the airline, the AC was not functioning, the food was not really nice and paling terok, there was no TV at all. Imagine sitting 7 hours in the plane just by plugging my Ipod, (ergghhh mau tak bernanah tlinge). Ouh yaa and the seat was totally bad, just like going onto an express bus. But alhamdulillah I didnt really felt all those as i had a nice chat with that pakcik and it was great that I was able to know more about Indonesia. After abt 7 hours of horse riding which definitely hurt my back, alhamdulillah we arrived in Bahrain. So I said good bye to that pakcik and may Allah bless him. But on the way out from the plane, another pakcik greeted me, also in the same group, he asked: "dari malizi ya?" I answerd; "ya" He asked again; "mau kemana?" I answerd; "mau pulang ke oman, orang tua saya di sana" Pakcik; "ouh, jadi kamu kuliahnya di Malizi? bagus skali Bahasa Malaysia kamu ya?" haha then I stood weird; "ape pakcik ni ingat aku arab?" then I answerd; "ouh yaaa bisa laa dikit2, blaja dari teman". So then I left the plane and headed my way into the transit area. I transited around one hour so most of my time walking around the airport (usha2 awek arab) then had my solat and the best part is that, now there is a machine where u can have a free internet excess.

1530 - its time for boarding. Destination - Muscat, Oman. The journey took around 1 hour and half and this time the plane was good. I really enjoyed my ride this time because the three seats next to me were empty so it was like a first class for me. Thank God! Then at 1745 I arrived and this time my parents were a little bit late. But no problem as I already felt like home ;) Then on that day itself we headed our way to one Malaysian house and had our dinner there. We then head straight home as the next morning we are off to Dubai.

2nd day - Dubai. Like usual our first destination, Dubai outlet Mall. This is where you can shop until you drop. After having our shopping session, we headed our way to Sharjah.

Sharjah - sure some of you never heard about this city and probably some have heard but never wondered how beautiful it is. Sharjah is a city just next to Dubai. The corniche located right in the city makes the city beautiful and the gardens are the best place to enjoy your peaceful time together with your family and friends. We stayed in a hotel really next to a beautiful beach where the water is totally crystal clear and the sand is purely white. But dont be surprised to find lots of Russians bathing in the sun on the beach. We stayed only for a night then we head our way into Dubai and again to Dubai Mall. Dubai Mall which they claimed to be the biggest in the world and there you can find the tallest building in the world that is the Burj Dubai.

Ouh before that, early that morning I forgotted that we actually went to the Atlantis. The lost city beneath the sea. Thats why me myself had lost my track. Atlantis is a Hotel and a water theme park located on its own island separated from the land. Its on the famous Palm tree of Dubai and to get there you'll expriencing driving under the sea. Once there, we went inside to see the spectacular aquarium where you can even find a shark whale. So thats it for journey on that day as the same day we head back to Oman.

to be continued............

im flying again ;)

its 6 in the morning as for the whole day i didnt sleep. hurmmm in 4 hours ill be leaving Malaysia, almaklumlaa kene balik kampong... hahaha... well ill be spending my time there for 2 weeks so kwn-kwn ingat2 laa daku kalo bcuti kemana2...hehehe... so to all freinds.. have a great holiday and save journey to wherever you guys going... ;) see u guys next sem.. insyaAllah...

p/s: cik berambut pendek jgn nakal-nakal ;P

looking my way back into....???

answer me?? what do you see in me?? describe who i am?? and who i am to you??

question is just frustration as the answer will always dissapoint you.

what do we need in this life? and what do we want in this life? and how it is actually make someone satisfy with what they want??

does people need love?? does people want love?? does people appriciate love??

how far does a person appriciate a person's heart??and how does really a person love someone??

and when you love, why is it have to be a game.....

and what makes you beleif there is love??? as so far ive been into, its full with hypocracy...

im lost......im scared....im blind.....

i need someone to guide me back
i need someone to open my way back
i need someone who knows how to appreciate
i need someone to love and to be loved...

how far cn i get back into...as im so scared i will fall again....

but 'you' made me beleive...a shinning star will never fade....

kisah cinta terhalang...

dlm kelipan mata melihat mentari,
tidak bisa bertukar rasa di hati,
saat kau ucap meminta kata pergi,
tidak mungkin menanti pasti...

jika benar kau cinta,
kekal hubungan elakkan derita,
tentu pasti aku menanti bahgia,
kerna takdir harus kita tempuh bersama..

ada kala ku anggap kau dusta,
kerna tidak sekali kau ucapkan cinta,
tidak ingin aku menyalah sangka,
kerna dikau ku curahkan segala...

"cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan dia sebelumnya.
kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi jika benar kamu benar-benar menyintainya setulus hati"

"kedekatan kita kepada Allah membuka hati kita untuk melihat hati yang lain"


"kalau kita menyintai seseorang kerana Allah, maka kita tidak mendapat sesuatu kecuali kebahagiaan dan kecintaan yang sejati dan itu adalah tujuan yang diinginkan para pecinta hakiki"


kini ku sedar apa yang harus aku laksanakan.....

summer in Oman

salam ukhwah..
in 2 days insyaAllah i'll be leaving Oman and head my way back to Malaysia.
Well, rindu pada tanah air tu tentu ad, rasa suram utk mninggalkn oman pn ad.
However, ill be coming back to Oman cuma this year of summer i spent it alone with my parents, so its a little bit suram although this time tak berhenti-henti jalan.

but alhamdulillah although its damm freaking hot, this vacation really showed me a lot of new stuff, new things, new knowledge, and what most, new friends...

i went to many new places where it is totally out of your imagination, incredible views, beautiful environtment, and fantastic structures.

Oman is a country where you totally wanna visit. The excitement of being in this country is totally different from others. InsyaAllah, for those who are interested of coming, we would be able to enjoy it together.

During my stay this year, i met many Malaysian who are living here. Im so glad that i had the chance to make friends with them. But unfortunately i didnt have the chance to say a proper goodbye. But its ok, because a good bye means going forever. I really hope to see you guys again.
To the Omanis friends, thanks for the hospitality and thank you so much for being so greatful of having us in your country. I really hope to make Oman as my country too. hehe.

well, being back at home will always reminds me of books.. gosh!! how sick it is.. hahaha..
I have two days left, so no need to worry yet about my campus life... haha habiskn cuti spuas-puasnya...

for the next trip insyaAllah im planning of bringing my friends along during winter. So for those who are interested, do let me know..hehehe tp tambang sendiri ye...phm2 jelaaa... hehehe..

wassalam....

oman oman sat on the wall...

hello to those whoever that reads this blog..
sorry for the late update as ive been spending my time in oman..
its not tht im busy treavelling around here n there, but the stupid f*%king horrible terrible internet connection they have it here. Just imagine the speed of the modem tht i hv is only 220kb.. cacing yg patah kaki pn laju lg...

btw..here am i sitting in a cyber cafe with bunch of indians talking out loud with their homies thru the net. So its a little bit anoyying right now.

well, i would like to share with all of u about my journey here in Oman with the hot burning weather. however it is, its summer, so accept the fact. Going for adventure here is fantastic as being in oman u are totally surrounded by rocks and mountains...

it would be more interesting if i hv the pics here, but as u knw am at a CC now. So dnt worry soon i will post it here....

thus, dnt think tht im the only Malaysian here, well i met many of malaysians here, and they are really great. We always gathered together and really had so much fun...

well guys, i will soon continue as my time is already up...

tcare...

-AWAI-

face it...

in ur face awai...

and do face it...

it happens all the times..

ure such a loser...

yes u are...

ure nothng awai...

no one sees u...

and there u hv it.......

tears tht will never fade...

and thts ur fate....

please say something

tomorrow i'll be flying to Oman.
so see you guys in one month..

hmm but i just dont feel right as i havent heard anything from her.
what happened?? did i do anything wrong to her??
i texted her she never replied, even i called her many times, but still no answer.
is she mad at me?? all this while i waited for her, even a smily from her is enough to make me smile. But she suddently dissapear just like that. I was really hoping to see her before i fly. Two days ago i was in my campus and i even slept there because i wanted to see her, but she never replied anything. Gosh!! did i do somethnig bad to her.

I know i've been acting weird infront of her. I was really awkward being infront of her as my heart couldnt stop pumping fast. I only hope to hear her voice, to see her beautiful eyes. I just couldnt help it anymore, Im in love with her. I really wanted to tell her, but i dont even have the chance to tell her. I dont wanna loose her. I dare to do anything to make her happy. I dare to wait.....but i really hope to hear from her. That is all that i asked for.....I do Love her....

Rocky day - episod 2

hello hello...

knock knock whos there??

good morning again and nobody's there...

a beautiful morning woke we up from the beautiful dream.

Like usual i had lunch with abg cik and today we had a guest, Megat, acik's friend.

he came all the way from wangsa maju to our house just to but joran pancing..

ahaha semangat gile. so we brought him to this one shop near our house then we took him for lunch.

at two acik left the house as he had to go to Hartamas for a talk organised by my angah. Supposed i must be there too, but hahaha semangat nk g climbing lg tinggi so i didnt go to the talk. hahaha marah gile angah.

so about 2.30 p.m. i left the house and head my way to port biasa laaa Damai, batu cave. to day i arrived early. But masa sampai Lee and Shah dh sedia mnunggu. haihh x pernah nye aku smpai dulu. So ap lagi we started climbing at 3.30 p.m.

ahaaa but today we had a new member which happen to be a "she". haaa jgn main2. Lee brought a friend named Ain. well at first biasa laa takut2 jgk die nk naik. But never say NO. bcoz once u dh naik, haha u sndiri akan rasa xnk turun....hahaha...

well at first she onl reached separuh jln je. But at last she manage to reach the top only on her second try...yaey so give her a big clap..!!! thus, she just couldnt wait for the next climbing. yeah we sure gonna have it every week...

hmm but unfortunately ill be resting for a month as im gonna spend my 1 month holiday in Oman. But guys, acik will be aroud so he will guide u guys. And wait till i come back!! we're gonna hv lots more fun!!...weeeeehoooooo....

so thts all guys...nity nite!!

miracle of hope

only few days left for me to spend my holidays here in Malaysia. This thursdays im heading my way to be with my parents.
nothing much tht i do during this holidays as i was busy working all the time.
A little bit dissapointed as some of the plans didnt go well or tak pernah jadi pn. huemmm...
Nak wat cmne dh takde rezekinye...

friends, sorry apa yg aku rancang all this while, yg mane tak terlaksana tu mintak maaf sgt2. insyaAllah ad rezeki kite laksanakan...

to wancik...haaa i do really wanna hv tht lasagnia cooked.. well i planned with my aunt tht shes gonna teach me hw to make lasagnias. But entah laaa bile. I was planning of bringing a friend along. But i dnt think so tht she wanna follow, or im to scared to ask....haha...hmm xpelaaa.
Di mana ad kemahuan di situ ad jalan....mcm x kene je!

but the only think tht i hope is to see her again before i leave to Oman. No matter how hard it takes. urghhhh im just being silly...she didnt even reply my msg......face it awai!!!

ok whatever....to mama and abah... i miss u guys and insyaAllah we'll be meeting there and ofcourse we're gonna spend great times there. And to my friends, kalo ad ap2 nk kirim tu bg laa tau, email kn kpd ku. But make sure bank in ur money, jgn harap aku nk kasi ole-ole kt korg. hahahaha... wish me save journey..

wasalam......

sick in my illness...

since last night i just couldnt get up from my bed...
i was dehidrated, cramped, headached, and sweating in hell...
it happened suddently and i just dont knw how it happened...
last night i was left alone,
i was shouting in pain, but no one was there, no one was at home...
i just dont know wht to do....

but then this morning, my brother woke me up and insisted me to go to the clinic..
well i just hate doctors, i rather stay at home..

last night i had weird dream..
is it because im sick...??
i kept dreaming about this one girl...
she was everywhere calling my name...
she told me to say it, say it, say it, say it awai....
then everything suddently dissapear...
i woke up with my heart pumping fast, i was wondering wht is it all about...

im just too coward to say it...

does she really knows!!

little iny miny!!...

setiap detik ku menuggu, setiap saat ku menanti...

adakah ucapan pertama kali ku memberi makna..

adakah benar kau sedang memikirkannya...

setiap masa ku pikirkan cara,

untuk mendampingi mu yang ku puja,

adakah cara ku ini benar,

adakah cara ku ini membuahkan nada.....

aku bkn roman picisan yang bisa berkata manis,

aku bkn jejaka idaman yang bisa memikat,

inilah aku yang bercinta kerna sifat...

perasaan ku sememangnye terpaut,

tidak bisa lg menolak cinta...

aku mungkin bkn yg disangka,

tapi perasaan ku sememangnya nyata,

harus bagaimana ku ungkapkan kata,

biarlaaa dikau menjadi yg satunya...

walaupun bicara tidak di balas,

namun cekal ku menunggu dgn penuh perasaan,

walaupun perancangan tidak terlaksana,

namun ku redha menerima alasan....

setiap kata inginku jadikan lagu,
setiap nada inginku buahkan permata....

adakah perasaan dikau sama apa yg ku rasa,
hanya Tuhan mampu menentukan segalanya,
namun buka lah peluang untuk daku diterima........

mungkin benar apa yg dilihat tidak serupa seperti yg didengar,
namun bila terkena kesedaran mula menimpa....

such a rocky day....

sunday....as usual 7p.m. its time to wake up as it is also my Subuh time..hehe...
about 9 i left my house then head my way to ampang. Suppose atuk wanted to go to the Muzium Negara today, unfortunately ive planned with my friend that today we're going for climbing.

ahh cakap melayu laaa... (bosan asyik English je, bkn betul pn)...

so bile sampai kat ampang, haha my sis dh jerit,, ZAra your babysitter dh sampai.
looking at Zara yg tengah hyperactive, i really surendered and i honestly i told them im here just to have breakfast. That little kid haaa just dont know hw to duduk diam. hahaha...

then around 11 i got a message from an expected friend inviting me for breakfast. waaaaaaa tidak tergambar senyuman yang terukir. Dgn segera i went out. Otw i just couldnt find my way then i called her asked for direction. But this one friend, aiyooooooooooo kanan kiri pn tak tahu membuatkn daku tiba pada lunch hour...hmmm nice... perut dh mcm kantung kosong.
but tak kesah laaa, since i was so exited...haha.... then we went for lunch somewhere in wangsa maju, ad laaa satu kedai siam tu.

actually today i was planning of bringing her, i mean both of them for the climbing, but unfrotunately the lunch that we had was a reason for them not going. hmmmmmmmmm rupenye begitu. Well i thought its gonna be fun having them around to try this climbing. But it seems tht they do hv other programs..so takpe laaa takde rejeki namanya....

however then, i went back to ampang and took all the equipment i went out to the spot. around 4 i met my abg cik at the scene and also few members there, and oh yaaa Afnan my best friend and her girlfriend was also there..well i invited them to come.

at first afnan was kinda scared to try, but looking at a small girl pn blh panjat, hahaha terus semangatnye membakar mendaki batu-batu yg tersemat indah itu. hahaha...
yang best girlfriend die tu dh tak duk diam nk mencuba, hahaha tp afnan plak x kasi. But they told me tht next week they're gonna come back and for sure they're gonna climb. pssssssttttt!! jgn bg tau org, afnan today x lepas smpai ats..hikihik sekerat jln je. but its ok 'first timer', bisalaaaa but dont give up afnan!!

around marghrib we stopped..haihhh sudah2 laaa tu. hehehe.... so begitu laa hari ku yg diliku....

week of hell!!

damm if u guys realised,
this whole week was damm so hot,
sampai me myself terasa 'hawt'...hehe...
this week i started working, wht kind of work? all sort kind of work...
from despatch to boss....hehe ;)
but suprisingly this time of year is so hot like being in Oman duting summer...
dh laa weather kite ni humit, haihh masam bau badan di buatnye...

Alhamdulillah, yesterday the rain finally came down, syukran ya Rabbi....
and today..haaa lg banyak di kasi-Nya.... lebat selebatnye..hehe...syukur...

so for those who are driving, tak kesah laa panas ke hujan ke, always take precautions..
save drive....ingatlaa yg tersayang....

cinta anonymous

lyric: awai (advise by br. zee n Muaz)

melody: awai

this is a song of something that im not suppose to be...

I felt silly doing so...

never meant..

but it seems like a fate that i got to know you...

end of exam fever!!

hey hey hey hey!!!
hahaha...
ohh god.. what to say...what must i say... arggggggghhhhhhhh!!!

im done with my exam....
after 3 weeks of exam, sleeping with notes every night, eating all the books, at last today im done with it. But remember, baru first sem...adoyyy... 4 years to go.

this exam period was totally a hell. Imagine i just couldnt sleep every exam night. My hearts keep beeting worried, and my brain seems like been smashed by the wall.

and what most anoyying is that day by day students leaving the campus whereas me and the rest have to wait till the last day of semester.

this semester i went through 9 papers and ofcourse it was totally misserablein studying each of the subject.

and about the paper, some paper was ok and some was totally damm freeking hard. Huhh god dont let me repeat the same paper again.

however today's paper really freeking me out. huhhh but what to do, 'tawakkal alallah'. i went out early as i did finished early. Honestly, being in that hall really really annoyed me when most students just couldnt stop asking for extra papers. I was wondering what the hell that they writing about?? as for me, siap extra satu muka surat kosong lagi. haihh betul ke ape yang aku jawab. But i spoke to myself, quality is better than quantity ( hahaha kalo laa berkualiti ).

so, now its time for me to pray and ask for the best. Allah is the all knowing thus HE knows what is best. wish me luck and may Allah grant our wishes.....

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law of attraction - part 2

today i woke up at 10 a.m. damm it was late for me..
luckly my angah called and askd me to do some favour for him. He's moving into a new house, so what else, helping him doing some chors for the new house laaa. His house located somewhere in Bukit Raja, a new developing area near Klang.

once arrived, we started to arrange the furniture then doing some mopping and cleaning.
it was kinda cool doing things for the new house as his house is damm hot! i mean nice. I love his choosing of furniture, cabinet, the flooring and etc.

then we took a rest on his damm cool elegant sofa. While sitting, i started to ask him. "angah, since when got all this money? having this cool house, and not to mention, he did also bought another new house. That is totally wow!! then he explained....

the basic principle of achiving all this, is dream.
But dreams must come with faith, that is when u dream you must belief that u will achive it. And when you belief automatically you will work for it.
Sometimes people are messed up looking a way how to do this and that. And when they couldnt find a way, they end up stressing their life. That's not the way, as God has promised that who ever belief he will sure get it.

for example, as a Muslim we learn about 'iman'. What is 'iman' - it is the belief in your heart, then you orally say it through your speech, and practic it by conduct. So the principle is, you must first belief, then say that you belief, then you do it to show your believe.
Other, for example, 'successful'. What is success?? who are the successful people?? It is the person that belief they can do it, and they do it to show they can do it, and always belief that they are successful.

And another thing that we must always remember, we must belief with 'tawakal Alallah'. always set a positive imagination, and Allah will always show the way for us.

beleif of what we can do, belief of who we are, and never afraid of this wolrd.
A succesful person is a person that belief that they can and will success.

tips for today:-

1) alms giving - as people said, 'the more we give, the more we get back'. Giving with ikhlas in ones heart, Allah will grant more. Dnt afraid to give, as they who love to give, will have the happiness in life.

2) put away sadness - people will only make friends with those who are cheerful. Never say to youreself, "when i have friends, then i will be happy". It will never work as people wants to live happily in this world. Thus, make yourself happy, and your dreams will sure come to you. Felling sad is waste of life, when you fill your life with sadness, the more sadness it gets. But when you wanna feel happy, happiness will sure come. That is why, whenever sadness occur, do counter those feelings and try to make yourself happy.

lets try it together, Good luck..

love,

AWAI

one 'part' missing....

i was meant to tread the water

now ive gotten into deep

for every piece of me tht wants you

another piece backs away

coz you gave me something that scared me alright

this could be nothing but im willing to give a try

please give me something coz someday i might know my heart......

-"james morrison"

p/s: store the other 'part' safely into your heart, xoxo

little ticky clock!

tick tock tick tock tick tock!!

ohh my dear little clock..

tick by tick leaving me tock!

what to do as time passes the clock..

haaaa booooooooooooring!!

Miss Matahari

lyric: awai

music: awai

i dream of being the lucky man that wins the first prize

"your heart"

make me the lucky one

tell me that you are my sun

that will shine my life

truly

miss Matahari....

do you wanna stay with me in the morning??

let me be your sun rise....

Kerja Seorang YB

after class this morning, by 12 afternoon i left UIA with my friends straight to PWTC as today is our first day or working. Talking about working, now fyi 'persidangan UMNO' is going on there, and honestly we're not involve with the party at all. We only took part by opening a booth there and there where all the experience begin.

as we arived there around 1 o'clock, we first had our lunch and then we started working. This time we joined venture with a company from Penang which produce such Kerepek and sort kinds of jeruk, well kinda nice. So our part is to use their products and turn it into Hampers. But at the same time we also promote their products.

Awai & Eizaaz, everyone knows haaa inilah muka yg takdaq segan silu, malu alah lansung. Rasa nak balun, haaaaaaaa tu dia mai pakat buat ja. Bukan apa, orang malu ni slalu sesat jalan. Today, we're the YB of that place. Jalan pusing satu PWTC tu, semua orang kenal kami. hahaha.. mane tidaknye, singgah satu2 kedai ad je kecoh yang nak di buat. haha..

penat nk tulis...to be continue...

2nd hand driver..

terkebil mata melihat jam menanti masa untuk pulang ke UIA.
erghh penat rasa tubuh ku ini bagaikan retak palang seribu.

journey to the East - sabtu, 22/3/2009 jam 8 pagi i woke up from my dream straight away for bath. At 9 is my halakah exam. I was kinda tired as the night before i slept at 3 a.m. xpelaaa nnt dh abis exam niat di hati ingin ku qadha' tidur ku nnt. I finished my exam at 9.30 and it was a yahoo for me as i can continue my dream part 2. hahaa. sedang ghairah membayangkn mimpi, my phone rang and it was my uncle calling then i answered and asked, 'apakah niat di hati?'
He asked me, are u free now? yes i do as im having a luxurious time on my bed. then he said good!! drive me then...i asked, 'where?' he said..'jom laaaa.' yelaaa kemane?? jom ikut baba gi PAHANG' and i was like...pahang?? ahaaa ok..menariknye(with an empty feeling). Pahang?? ohh god, urghhh ad je halangan. hmmm tidak mahu ku mengguris hati, I said, ok! then at 10 we went out.

at first i thought im the one tht suppose to drive, but die xnk..katanya die nk drive 'ape ingat baba tak reti drive ke?' ok whatever... so mula laaa perjalanan kami. After an hour later, i asked, 'are we there yet?' No! 2 hours later, 'are we there yet?' No! as i can see a cow overtook us. nice....

but then without realising, we finally arrived and i was mesmarised as i could see greens of mountains and padi field wide open with the crystal river flowing thru the villege. It was beautiful as i could feel peace in my heart.

journey back, i drove...ape lagi mmg mcm F1 laa i bwk. Mau taknye, dah senja I pn nk jgk balik rumah.

Dating with atuk - sunday, 23/3/2009. last night i slept at 5 a.m. Ad laaa somethign I buat. Since it is sunday so doesnt mind i cn sleep as much as i want. hmh! at 9 a.m. my eldest called and wanted me to pick up my Atuk in my aunt's house and take him out for lunch. ahhhhhhhhhhh nk kene drive lg. Penat kot!! haih nak x nak kene laaa..
about 11 i went out tp fetch him up. Then i drove him till sunway to visit baby Zahran(my new born nephew). On the way we pass thru pyramid and atuk asked me whats insedi there. I told him is just a mall with shops. Dengan nada yang sayu, 'teringin jgk atuk nk menengoknye' haha paham-paham laaa tu.

once arrived at my eldest's house i told him, atuk nk g pyramid, so he said ok!! bwk laaa.. bwk laaa?? i expect him to bring.. i plak kene bwk laaaa?? haih inilah hakikat menajdi bongsu. Baik abang ku, maka bawa laa daku atuk ku kesana, hmh tp abgku ikut jgk. So there where we had our dinner and waht so. maka pulang ke rumah.

then my bro kata, hantar laaa atuk blk shah alam? and i was like haaa?? kata die yg nk anta. I was freekin exausted and i nk kene anta?? huh.. last2 i told no i cnt, i gotta rush back to uia asap. so die ok laa... then at 5 i walk out back to my house. On the way back lalu Shah Alam and suddently tlintas di hati utk menjenguk papan buruk ku...hahaha tidak tertahan nafsu ku, dalam penat sempat jgk aku singgah skate jap. hahaha.. but then at 6.45 i dh tak tahan sgt i went home. But on the way i singgah Bukit Jelutong to fetch up Lukman as he wanted to go back with.

and now im back at home, check e-mail jap, ms, n whatsoever so after this..haihh nk kene lagi drive blk ke uia.. so guys, have a great time.

tears in my heart....

Muhammad Ridhwan bin Jalaludin, the last descendent of the Jalaludin's family has now completed one part of the chain by mastering ILS with Ustazah Ramizah.

Since my eldest untill me, all of us have been mastering this subject with her. And it could not be denied that shes the coolest caring and sempoi lecturer ive ever known.

previously, seniors have been complaining about her strictness, and how terrifying she is. But all those are just a mere puff. The fact given can totally be counter argued.

For her to be nice to you is simple. Do as she says and dont do things that she told you not to do.

today we had a photo session with her and happen to be she told to the class that this is the first time ever having a group photo with the student. And this session was requested by herself.

"terharu di hati" when she told that this is the best class that she ever had. It makes me wonder what is so great about this class. hahaha just couldnt deny, being in this class is just so great. We have many kind of students with different kind of attitudes and character and ohh yaa what make this class interesting is by having Syazrin a.k.a 'Abe'. hahaha to tell you guys about 'abe' is kinda complicated. Some might say that he's wierd, some says crazzy, unsoundmind, mentally problem...urghh just couldnt get the exact word. But hes damm super genius!!

ohh back to crite ustazah. well, today we had our last class with her and as for me it was kinda sad walking thru out the class wondering that there will be no more class with her. abis2 pn 3rd year nnt laaa...being in her class is fun. you will never get bored hearing and listening to her lecture and i really love everytime she shares with us her stories and whatsoever.

wonder, there is like 40 of us in the class and its so great that she could remember every each name in the class as well as the fathers name. hoho.. so it is a shame of us if we couldnt remember her full name.

shes like a mom in the class, every words is like an advice from a mother to her son. So whenever shes talking make sure listen and dont ever make noise, but the moment she wants u to speak, speak accordingly. "samik na wa ata' na".......

for ustazah, you have been the best mother-teacher for us. We hope to see you in the Usul Fiqh class. insyaAllah.

with that, i now hereby close the session for ILS class 2008/2009.

law of attraction!!

"Once the mind has formed mental pictures and daily affirmations of being happy, prosperous and healthy, then that is precisely what you will be, HAPPY, PROSPEROUS and HEALTHY!!!"

in our daily life, we are always stressd up with something that we shouldnt have. But have we ever put our dreams at the same level as stressed up. Why dont we dream all the time than being stressed up all the time?

people always argue that dreaming is just a waste of time, stop dreaming and move your ass!! But had we ever realised that without dreams nothing could be achieved.

the principle is easy,

just make your dreams, and things will come true.

how can u achieve it, doesnt matter, it will come to you.

what most important is that you must always have faith in whatever you're doing

and making dreams to come true is for you to have deep faith in it.

just bare in your mind that someday you shall get it.

how to do it is for you to wait with passion.

good luck ;)

such a rainny day!! part 1

sejuk, cold, dingin, gigil, ohh nyaman menyusuk tulang..

pagi dingin menyelubung aku dalam selimut.
mimpi indah mengaburi masa,
terkapai di langit tinggi, hampir aku mengecapi sesuatu yang indah,
hadirnya mimpi kabul kn segala permintaan...
hampir ku dapat apa yang ku impi kan....
sesuatu yang sejuk bagaikan jari bidadari mengusap pipi daku ku ini...
ehh melampau plak bidadari ni smpai geli die main ngan muka aku..

paaaaaaaaap!! arrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh ad LIPAS!! kat muka aku!!!!!!

celaka!! yuukss!! erghhh jam menunjukkan 7.30 pagi..erghhh tidak ku sangka pagi ku ini di kejut dgn urutan lipas di muka aku!! cilaka punya lipas. apa muka aku pn mau naik kaa..
haihhh...on the other hand, aku juga berterima kasih kpd si lipas kerana telah menyedarkan aku dari lena. haihh kalo laaa die tak kejutkn aku mau kene bar dr exam UNGS. rasanya dh 4 kali ponteng...hmm br 4..haha..

the morining was coozy!! just like usual, menjadi driver kpd anak2 aikol yg hendak ke sekolah.
haha..the wheather was nice and i prayed that it will remain till night. waaaa terkabul juga permintaan ku. tidak laaa ia mendung berpanjangan namun hujan lebat juga diberikan. hahaha amik kau!! to be continued..........

lilin penyesat

music: awai

lyric: muaz & awai

this song is written with the inspiration from the UNGS assignment that we made recently. From globalisation, we can see the decaying of the islamic value in muslim nowdays. People are getting lost in the their own world. But then we should realise that this world is an empty field for us to build the highest building of faith.

renungkan....

Embun mata menyinar pagi

terbit mentari menyampai salam penyeri hari..

last night i finished watching that 'Freedom Writer at 3. Then this morning angah woke me up at 8 invited me to follow him along to his student's khatamul Quran. (angah saya ustaz mengaji part time)hehe...ostad ostad!! ad kala, im also an ostad 'rocka' partime at his institution..haha..
call me ostad...Ostad Awaioo...haha

but then i decided not to go as i didnt have anything to wear. Jubah pn tinggal kat campus. But it was a good reason as i can land back on my bed with the perfect dream in this sunny morning.

then, urghh kaco steamboat betul!! tak dan nk kelip mata ni, "Dearest love i hope this massage finds you well" sang out from my phone as i answered it, huh jejaka matang bagaikan perwira menyelubungi alam semesta diberi nama Eizaaz yang perkasa!! (patut ke perkasa tu ad??). He called me, asking about the assignment that we're gonna submit it tomorrow as the due date is tomorrow.(perfect timing)

later on, mata ku kabur menghilangkan segala mood untuk sambung tidur. ahhhhhhh bangun terus aku dari lena mengadap makhluk pintar namun tidak bernyawa ini. Dan di sini aku mengharungi detik yang kian berlalu.

kosong binasa, namun dari kekosongan itu muculnya idea. Apa yang perlu ialah semangat kita dalam melaksanakan sesuatu. Maka, dari kekosongan itulah lahirnya juta rasa.

kalo nk paham make sure gi mandi dulu, then makan banyak-banyak...tunggu dan lihat... :)

Stardust

the stars shines in the night for you..

it twinkles and i wonder what you are...

huh..at last im done with this misserable never ending assignment. Imagine this is my first sem and yet im developing such a big mouth mumble and grumbling with such things. Alahai pujangga.

while im having my assignment done, a beautiful star landed on my TV. haha it was STARDUST!! haihh kenapa laaa die tak landing kat tepi rumah aku ni??!!

today is sunday, just couldnt wait for this sem to end. I miss my parents and i just cant wait to see them. ohh but no, by then it will be summer, i dont wanna get my ass burned in oman during this summer!! urgghh its gonna be damm hot. Lucky im hot!! haha no offence.

and not again, ill be talking to those camels and goats and those 'keling' i guess. what else to do? ohh but just couldnt wait to drive that Mustang GT!! damm im gonna get it. yeahh!!

hmm but doesnt matter as long i gotta see the smiles of my parents, its the most precious priceless jewelerry ever.

oh god, its already 1.20 a.m. padan laa mata dah macam siput kene buah sir.
perfect time for landing. keje siap dah, ape lagi?? I alrite je...

ohh btw...check out this movie called "FREEDOM WRITER". this movie really shows about life. sometimes, we tend not to realise about our own life as we do know the truth. Never let your ego speaks as it will eat you up.

with that,
have a nice dreams and good night to all

open sesamie!!

salam pembuka kata, salam budi bicara...

kata aluan salam sejahtera buat mereka pecinta manusia kurinaan tuhan...

dikala mentari terbit, sujud aku syukur masih benafas,

dikala fajar menyinsing, sedia aku mengadap Illahi...

dunia sememangya sukar, kerna itu kita di gelar manusia,

suatu yang sukar di atasi dgn usaha,

akhir kata kita ke syurga.

di mana terbitnya mentari jika tidak di timur,

selagi dunia belum berakhir, itulah lumrah alam,

manusia hanya tahu berleka,

itulah hakikat yang sesat.

adakah warna itu sesuatu yang biasa,

atau iya penyeri mata,

setiap satu yang ku tatap,

memberi aku kehidupan yang mendakap.

ini bukan laa puisi,

ingin aku memberi seri....

lembaran baru ku tunjukki